I’ve been married since 2013. Something my husband doesn’t know is when I was 17 I was pregnant. My bf was going to marry me after high school. My mom and I were in a car wreck and I lost the baby. She disowned me when she found out I was pregnant and ordered my bf to leave me. Now 25 years later my bf came to my mom’s funeral and now I want a baby with him still. He won’t do it and my husband has said I cannot see him. Why can’t a woman have what she wants? I just want that baby I lost all those years ago.