I act like I don’t know people I don’t want anything to do with from my past. I don’t even mean I ignore them, sometimes you can’t just ignore it, they don’t ignore or avoid you. I’ll be like “excuse me? Do we know each other?” They’re calling me by name. I’m sorry? I can’t recall…

I think that’s my new method of navigation in life. I can be a serious a******, I am actually pretty intolerant of people in general. I also feel a person needs to be a bit of an a****** to get by in this life, you almost need to make people know you are not to be fucked with without literally beating the s*** out of them physically but I think I’d pull that “do we know each other?” thing with a few people if approached. With her it was partly a message to take back to some other people. I know of a few other people off the top of my head who I would do that with too if I ever got approached by them. In a way it is me saying “that guy you knew back then…. He’s dead… He doesn’t exist… You don’t know me…”