I got raped by a guy in his dorm my FIRST week of college. But I see now that he told everyone and I must have liked what he did bc He was in charge, more of a man and he wanted me and took me. I think about him as I jerk and send him me crossdressing. I think I love being treated so wrong and hes so dominating and bossy to me. I feel safe even though its his fault they laugh at me
