im the worst person I know. I haven’t done anything good in my life. I’ve made so many mistakes and now it’s all piling up. i ruined my friend group and made the last person who seemed to care about me hate me. I’m disgusting. I make myself puke. my life is so easy and I can’t even get by, I can’t even appreciate jt. here i am writing a confession about it. I’m the worst. no one deserves to know me. the fact thatn eople have put up with me for this long is insane. I deserve nothing good and everything I get. I’m pathetic. I feel empty. I don’t want to be me anymore i want to leave i need to get out but i can’t I can’t escape myself and it’s awful. but i don’t efen deserve to escape myself. I deserve to live with this. I have so much self pity it’s vomit inducing. there’s soemrhing wrong with me. I want to change so much I want to go back. I wish someone else coudlve lived my life. they coudlve actually made use of it. I’m such a waste. I want to wake up,
