I really just want my life end honestly and I really can’t find good reason to live. I go to therapy and tell my therapist my problem he understands but I feels that he also thinks I am lying just how everybody else did when I told them my parents are abusing me. nobody believes just because it isn’t physical does not mean it does not count. Do you have any idea how painful it is to be abused physiologically and mentally on a daily. Be gaslighted and think everything is your fault when you did nothing wrong. They constantly blame for things that happen as if I am a bad omen. I did not ask to be born do not put this on me. It hurts when I see the hate in their eyes they hate me so much I don’t even know what I did to them.
