I think I fell in love with my friend and will most likely stay oblivious about my feelings.
So everyone knows what covid is right? And how education is now done online. So I transferred schools, met this cute and kind guy. We had so many things and common and we really bonded together. We repeated the cycle and I gradually realized what a wonderful person he was and had a crush on him for a few months now. So on Feb. 13 I asked him to be my valentine, he agreed, and we agreed to playing online games together, which we did for 3 hours.
I was so f****** excited and ecstatic when he agreed, when we played, and even after the day ended. As I am writing this, I am overthinking about the fact that this guy had openly told me that wasn’t looking to have a relationship anytime soon. I am planning to confess to him on our graduation which is just a few months away and I have decided that I will not be expecting anything from him. Being rejected will hurt and having expectations will just ruin me. But I don’t regret having these feelings and especially the memories of playing together with him.
