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I have only gotten off to you 1 time, just to integrate the past life energy and get over you. Worked like a charm. Although I hear your music less, ‘I’ll Always Love You,’ wakes me from my dreams about 2 days a week versus 7 for 50ish days. I am able to shut it down early now or insert some other random song like ‘Don’t Worry Be Happy’ by Bob Marley to take it’s place which is so much better than having your music play in the back of my mind all day like slow torture. 😉 Feel much more at peace and grounded now. Esp knowing my friends in the biz said you are known for entertaining (many) other options. Makes sense cause you never responded to my last message or question. I have learned people are either a page, chapter or a season in your life. Obviously we were just a few sweet (moments) I will always cherish and you became my current Muse for the winter season. Grateful to have met you but it is appearing that it is not possible to build any kind of future friendship etc, btwn so much distance and unclear inconsistent communications. Everyone is probably just a fling to you at this stage in the game. I want more out of life, like solid friendship set on fire by love, a tangible soul I can touch consistently. Our intellectual tennis match is ending on my end as you remain untouchable and out of reach. Valentine’s is to be spent in real time loving, not in some online cyber fantasy world in the company of the ones we adore. I want tangible results and real kisses, not settling for less.😘 Waking up from this fantasy but you will find I will always speak to you in the love language you understand, music. You are not a lover meant for one soul darling, but a lover of the world. Take care & safe travels beautiful. 💋 Song Dedication: Baby I’m A Fool, by Melody Gardot.

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