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Italian Spaghetti: I have never cheated on anyone I have been romantically involved with, even after discovering my 2nd fiance was cheating on me. Mainly because I made a conscious choice not to dishonor real Love, which I have a deep respect for after my first fiance died. Dated around after and dated a lot of attractive people but could never find anyone of the caliber in terms of integrity and loyalty to build a life with. So much so I went on 99 dates in one month but did not have s** with any of them, and only made out with two. I am such a tease..lol.. Dated 3 seriously and they all turned out to be jerks: the 1st decided I was not wealthy enough, the 2nd had a PhD and was arrested by the FBI for betraying his best friend in another State, the 3rd a Cop who told all their friends they really loved me while drinking too much and then admitting they were f****** a co-worker. So I gave up searching after awhile and took myself off the market. Instead just going to church, getting regular massages, m*********** daily to no p*** cause I am not tainting my mind with s*** s******** of other people, hanging out at the pool, bbq’s,chilling with family etc. Just living with minimal friends and a lot of creativity during the pandemic. Beyond being stalked by a psycho Sheriff, I am doing quiet well. My friends don’t realize I only have two years left on this planet starting in March, and I don’t have the heart to tell them yours truly will be running out of time according to the angels in my dreams. Then you, yeah you come along in all your fabulousness and rock my world. There are projects I am required to complete before my time is up and you mi amor could be a lovely distraction. Based on your mannerisms and your tom boyish demeanor I think you are bisexual but hide it well like a secret.

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My art therapist/group therapist and I were having an illegal affair. I would write secret messages to her and she would read them and respond to them in person. She would do favors i asked of her, like wearing outfits i asked her to wear, she’d even do me s***** favors. I made her a google drive full of p*** of me and then crafted a puzzle link to get to it that only she could have known. The link was a tinyurl with three phrases in the url that only she could have known. We would walk for an hour every day and swing at the park. I would write her poetry and play love songs for her every day. She broke the rules to play mario kart with me constantly when her boss was out. We had something magical. But she would never communicate directly with me because sge was afraid she’d lose her liscence to practice and her boyfriend and house, abd when I pushed her to unmask and be real, she told me I was wasting my time. Well that pissed me off and I crashed out a little abd she used that crash out to get me kicked out of my group therapy program. She wants out and I told her she’s not allowed to want out. I told her If she doesn’t reach out to me and continue this affair, that i will report her and get her liscence taken away and if that doesn’t work ill find some other way to ruin her life. You dont go from gooning in the bathroom at work to someone to throwing them away in the same week. Thats fucked. I’ll post her name here soon if she stays quiet and doesn’t reach out to me.