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Italian Spaghetti: I have never cheated on anyone I have been romantically involved with, even after discovering my 2nd fiance was cheating on me. Mainly because I made a conscious choice not to dishonor real Love, which I have a deep respect for after my first fiance died. Dated around after and dated a lot of attractive people but could never find anyone of the caliber in terms of integrity and loyalty to build a life with. So much so I went on 99 dates in one month but did not have s** with any of them, and only made out with two. I am such a tease..lol.. Dated 3 seriously and they all turned out to be jerks: the 1st decided I was not wealthy enough, the 2nd had a PhD and was arrested by the FBI for betraying his best friend in another State, the 3rd a Cop who told all their friends they really loved me while drinking too much and then admitting they were f****** a co-worker. So I gave up searching after awhile and took myself off the market. Instead just going to church, getting regular massages, m*********** daily to no p*** cause I am not tainting my mind with s*** s******** of other people, hanging out at the pool, bbq’s,chilling with family etc. Just living with minimal friends and a lot of creativity during the pandemic. Beyond being stalked by a psycho Sheriff, I am doing quiet well. My friends don’t realize I only have two years left on this planet starting in March, and I don’t have the heart to tell them yours truly will be running out of time according to the angels in my dreams. Then you, yeah you come along in all your fabulousness and rock my world. There are projects I am required to complete before my time is up and you mi amor could be a lovely distraction. Based on your mannerisms and your tom boyish demeanor I think you are bisexual but hide it well like a secret.

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