i don’t want to be showered with romance and affection. i want someone to simply be themselves. but yes, you’re right. i don’t want to be involved with anyone who is constantly keeping tabs on who’s doing less and who’s doing more. you should be willing to do more for the other person always, like i use to do, without judgments at all about how i was being treated in return. your way is a fuking headache of an existence. no wonder why my pleasure has skyrocketed without this hellish sort of pressure.