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I was born the week of Valentine’s and am a lightworker for Cupid. Come here, lean in and listen closely. If I manifested you to travel 1,547 miles across the country to physically come visit me by (miraculously) working for my associate in which the odds were incredibly rare without ever asking, what else do you think I am capable of attracting? Seriously, think about it. I may not have the perfect body or be as wealthy as you or have a fancy job title but I am attractive and a good person. My heart and mind are in the right place and I often go out of my way to care for, love, support and appreciate people and non-profits who take care of our communities. Although I am grateful for meeting you, I do not need your validation to know my worth or be part of a superficial, ego based club of people in Hollow-wood to trust in the talent(s) God gave me. I don’t need you to fulfill me, I can do that myself and am self sufficient in meeting my own needs. I am genuinely attracted to you but just wanted to connect to you beneath the surface because I know we share a similar faith and spiritual belief system. Honestly, I have no expectations of people in order not to be disappointed, and this includes you. Ultimately, I am devoted to Love over interpersonal relationships in every aspect; Agape, Eros, I am loving, loved, loveable and restored by the Unconditional love on the Universe every minute of the day. You are like a unexpected bonus piece of glamourous s*** sprinkle on top of my Valentine’s Love Cake with the creamy strawberry center. In truth, what I know in my heart is if you were really my person, you would put your ego in check, see the sweet truth in my soul, our rare connection and read between the lines of what I am saying to make equal effort. We would be together celebrating a special week together without hesitation. Aquarians are ruled by the house of friendship. If you are a true friend to us, there is no mountain we would not climb for you, but great friendships and relationships are made in mutual efforts of time spent together. Anything less is proof that you are not for me, because I know my spirit calls to my soulmate like a submarine to radar. If you were for me, you could feel me, and could not deny our love, it would flow in simplicity of desire to be together without complications or interference. I am not the type to play mind games, or waste time dancing around in denial. Love is a verb, love is as love does, and it is strengthened in appreciation when you ‘prove your love’ is sincere and real. Grateful for your existence and sending you love but only you are responsible for the quality of love and life force you bring to the table and invest in us or our connection and relationship. I am at ☮️ knowing I tried my best to connect with your heart and regardless of the outcome, it is an effort made I can live with, without regrets. Make sure you can say the same. Don’t buy your own lfetime patterns of toxic b******* or excuses that keep real Love or a Long term relationship from entering your life or supporting you in the way you have always desired. Remember, sometimes diamonds are disguised as chubby lumps of coal. 😉 Namaste Superwoman…

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