I don’t enjoy writing anymore . I haven’t written anything of worth in months . nothing . I just feel unmotivated and tired .

Life and my dreams feel so blah. I can barely remember when I was last excited.

I feel like the spark has died. Im just existing .

My mental health is suffering pretty extreme depression, and excessive anxiety. I can’t seem to enjoy life . I can’t .

Part of me wants to go to sleep and never wake up .. Im just existing. Im sooo sad . I m losing my will to fight and survive .

I used 90 dollars from my food stamps today , Im really scared of going hungry . Im sooo ashamed and embarrassed Im even on food stamps . I feel like my life is so messed up.

Im 53 . I lost everything. Im in low income housing . I am existing on nothing . I just thought.. Life would be better.

I have a 6 year old car …I can barely afford the gas . Im really scared . I need to be able to go to the hospital and doctors. I have no one to fall back on .no kids. Im alone .

Im scaered. The future looks terrifying .

I feel sooo hopeless