It’s been over a year since this happened to me. I was in a long distance relationship with my boyfriend of 3 years and love of my life. Everything was going perfect until a guy name R…. came in my life. He was always nice to me and was looking out for me. We also went for movies and dinner together many times and I felt like he was trying to fill the void of my boyfriend (since we were living in different continents at that time). And eventually I had feelings for him and that’s why I stopped talking to him to make things less complicated but little did I know that he was also having feelings for me. After couple of months we met and I stayed at his place. That’s where things got complicated cause we had s** (without condoms) also it was first time someone gave me oral. I loved it and he kept sucking on my breasts and it was amazing s** I had after so long. Next few weeks we were making out alot. Also, he kept sucking my breast for longer durations. Now my boyfriend is here with me but still when I’m m*********** I always think of my best friend (giving me oral and sucking on my n******). Should I keep having s** with him? Since I’m getting married soon and still want him in my life as well. Don’t know what to do