Not only will i be more mentally stable 1 year from now, I will also be in even better shape. Im gonna heavy bulk until june and then cut til december. If im im in the best shape of my life, that’ll tip the scales a bit. Im actually excited about how much progress Im gonna make in the next year without the weight of the world on my shoulders and my ocd holding me down and kicking me in the d***. Im hype as f***. HELL YES. Que the montage music!