I figure if hell is personalized, I will end up taking demon c*** for all eternity, as my penance for being naive enough to want to be with women or for repeatedly abusing myself trying to make myself feel relevant to women. Don’t get me wrong, I am not some lame a** incel who hates women or resents the world for being of no interest to women/thinks they owe jim s**. I am in many ways that dream guy. Respectful, loving, considerate, romantic, financially an excellent provider, sane, solid parenting skills, and very giving in bed. But have only met two types of women. Those who only want the nice guy side, or those who only want one or a few romps in the sack because they need quality s**. For whatever reason, I am not an across the board long term choice to women. Seems like I have spent my entire life wondering what is wrong with me that eventually any woman gets tired of being treated like a queen or goddess, or gets tired of their body being rocked. Wasted way too much time self analyzing and trying to figure out what is wrong that I am not a long term choice for one reason or the other.
