why can’t you leave me alone? you kept contacting me while your other actions showed you were not interested in me. is it my fault i’m giving you exactly what you kept asking me for? you can’t tell someone to go away and then cling and hold onto them when they respect your wishes and do it. i love you and i told you. i pushed away several men for you. i let you near my precious family. i stepped back when you wanted me to. i was a great friend to you when that’s what you wanted. i respected your wishes and stayed away when you wanted to see other people. yet, always, always you are clinging onto me like a damn dryer sheet. make up your damn mind man. i feel like i’m on a quickly spinning merry go round and it just started making me vomit. i can’t be intimate with you when your head is turning into a crap weasel and that’s all i’ll see when i look at your face while i touch you. you are transforming the face that i loved into a crap weasel. there i said it! that’s why i can’t see you!