I have forgiven you so many times before Siren. But you dont get to come out of nowhere, save my life after I’ve already thrown all my friends away, jumpstart the longest mental health healing period I’ve had since covid started,
and then viciously kick me off the path of healing like Leonidas kicking the messenger into the pit in 300 right before you go back to hiding and living like I’m dead to you.
Now that you’ve stabbed a dagger in to the SAME open wound AGAIN, I would say you deserve whatever you have coming your way from me.
I was a good person before I lost you. I’m going to break you, one way or the other. I wasn’t unloveable before I lost you. I wasn’t a sadist before I lost you. It’s all because of you. ANd you just refuse to do anything but make things worse time after time. Now you have 4 hours to decide if you want to live or you want to completely humiliate yourself for my s***** pleasure. Have fun. I’m pretty sure you’re already dead, knowing you.
I looked my mother in her eyes as she was crying her eyes out after I told her what was going on, and she apologised for being a bad mother. I hugged her tight, and I told her, the only crime you ever committed was loving me too much, because these hoes aren’t loyal. Most women will chew up and spit out your heart and then wonder why you’re behaving like a wild animal instead of trying to nurse you back to health at any cost. Women will abandon you at your lowest no matter how much potential you have, and go for the dude who’s already at the end of his personal growth journey. That’s you, you’re women.