I recently realized something. The fact that you aren’t willing to downgrade for me doesn’t mean that I’m worthless. That’s why I’m not angry anymore. Just because he’s better than me, doesn’t mean I have to be bitter and angry. You were still incredibly compassionate to my wretched soul. I just have to keep focusing on me. That’s the only variable I can control for. It’s a gradual process. I’ve just started, I won’t race to the finish.
