I care for others deeper than anyone I know. I struggle so hard on the daily that I’d never want anyone to feel even a small portion of the emotions I feel. I know exactly what it feels like to have no one on your side. I know exactly what it feels like to be alone in a world fighting to be even okay. My own parents put me through hell. I’ve never been worth anything but s** to anyone. One-day I’ll be okay, one-day I’ll look back and smile at how far I’ve come. Today I’m gonna push through this job, go home and fake happiness towards my husband, and do crafts with my kids. Today, just being here will have to be enough.
