She is acting weird after I took a screenshot and it made the camera noise. I was taking a screenshot of my homework and I froze when my mac made the camera noise because I was immediately thinking ‘oh s*** I have no proof of what i’m doing.’ I would feel scared to bring it up because then it would be like I was defending myself if she didn’t think that I was doing anything weird, which would make her start thinking I was doing something weird. You know that feeling when your heart seems to drop into your stomach and your body goes cold? EMBARRASSING. And now i’m just overthinking EVERYTHING. It was on my computer and not my phone so I guess it could be worse, but I am like, feeling guilty for looking guilty. I always wonder if I have some sort of OCD. I get straight up paranoid because people always assumed the worst of me when I was growing up, and I guess it stuck in my brain. Pretty hard to get rid of. More work to do. The worst part is that it’s still possible that she was acting funny about something else and didn’t even care -while i’m here losing my f****** mind.