Oh, but you DID abandon me! You completely threw me away like trash! You just left me there, alone, to deal with everything alone. That was, by far, the shittiest thing to do to someone you “care” so much about.
Don’t even attempt to say you ever loved me, because you never did. You only used that word to manipulate my empathy. You have NO IDEA how close I came to ending my life. NO F****** IDEA! The idea that you could ever feel anything about our relationship was positive is sickening. You never loved anyone but yourself. I hate your guts, and there’s nothing you can ever say or do to make me speak to you again. I’d rather die. I hate you, and hope the same emptiness I experienced comes your way very, very soon. I want you to feel the same shame I feel.