I am gonna kill you though. You won’t see it coming, but the only reason I haven’t killed you yet is because my mom is still alive. The moment she dies, so do you, and I told her that. I told her if she ever tries to have me committed, that your blood is on her hands. My best friend knows I want to either get you to f*** me or kill you, and hes kept quiet. Everyone is enabling me. Im just waiting at this point. I just want to make sure you understand that you chose this. Im gonna pack this up in the back of my psyche so I can try to function on a day to day basis. You will not get a warning when it happens, you will think you are safe, you will think this is behind you, and when you are truly happy, then I will take everything away from you. You chose this. You could just give up everything and give me a second chance, or made a mutally beneficial business decision and became a s** worker, but you chose violence.