Nobody who has ever known me, has known me my entire life.

I can tell you that for the first 11 or 12 years of my life, I was one thing. Then from about 13 – I would say about my early-mid 30’s circumstances were weird. It’s not really what I wanted to be. How things were made me another thing. I knew it early too, 13, 14, I changed into another type of person. It was more inward, I wasn’t really exuding life, I wasn’t what I was for the first just over a decade of my life. I had changed and not for the better. I wasn’t bad but it just wasn’t me. It was a down time but what I find is that early to mid 30’s until present, as soon as I shook off what I did not find to be positive energy to me and my soul, people, ideas, beliefs, to get deep, I might have had my a** handed to me a few times, I am a dog that was hit too many times… I wrote that all off as dead, what I think happened was I moved back to what I was 0-12, and at the same time took an attitude that I will be that, and if anyone has a problem with that, I WILL stomp a hole in your a**. In other words I am a great guy, I am attractive, intelligent, vocal, but do not f*** with me because I will kick your f****** a**, I am not afraid to, and you f****** know it because you know me.

People respect that. Women respect that. Say I am working with that young woman a few years ago, it’s just me and her, we are both responsible for different things, it’s at night, she is new I’ve been there 3 years and we are gonna be doing something that is difficult, it s****, especially for her because she has never done it. I have done it 250 times sometimes single handedly.and always pulled it off. She tells me she’s nervous, and my response to her is “don’t worry about it, we will do it, I’ll help you out in any way you need it. We’ll get it done. I have never NOT done it…” and then it goes exactly like I said. That’s a winner. And a leader. I said it, I meant it, and that’s the way it went. That’s one of those things she see’s. She knows I am damn well gonna get it done.