you really should be more concerned about the betrayal your husband feels. (if he found out) You conscience should stab you. You are a married woman. What the hell were you thinking? did you really think, honestly think, you were more than a piece of a** to him? i really feel sorry for you. Mike has the morals of an w**** house on meth. There are other good guys out there, you need to take some time to heal. Forgive yourself, and then, forgive Mike. He isn’t worth your tears or anger. He never was. You deserve better than to be a piece of a** to a guy.
