She asked me to come spend the weekend with her and has been cursing me and just being an a******
…. i hung myself in the bathroom just now while she has been asleep….
For like 2 hours…
My neck is basically too broke to “break” and I keep surviving the choking.
Shes treating me like s*** and honestly i dont feel she even likes me as a person or even respects my life and is planning on doing mushrooms this weekend.
So.
Fuxk this.
I am busting my a** all day to the point of dying and being super open and transparent … tired of her fucked up false accusations and paranoid copy of her f****** h***** crackhead self hating confused mom
Nasty sour musty foul dirty c***
If ANYTHING she is shady and steals and s***….
Im going to attempt again with a gun from a person who stays here.
Im not spending another day alive in the same body as this cottage cheese thighs spongebob square a** looking crooked t**** dyke and being put down and called dumb by a girl who has multiple tattoos misspelled on her skin she cant even pronounce.
Her dumb entitled half breed wannabe ‘moor’ / black homeless n***** b****.. your ignorance drives me insane . You are WORSE than your mom
