Laura? please stop. you deserve better than to sell yourself. You will change and grow in soo many ways as the years progress. Please know, you are someone’s beloved daughter. Maybe you don’t believe me. I don’t know. I do know, there a way out for you. I hope you will walk that path. You deserve better than to be used. I know its hard to trust me. But Not all people will use or abuse you. If you were my daughter? I’d move a mountain to help save you. Please know, There are soo many of us that care about you. I hope you will learn to love yourself and care about you. I hope.