Former sister in law continuation…as I paced humiliated, she was mostly silent even as I embarassed myself by admitting that this had been more than s** for money for me. Amidst my rant I blurted out that she was the only woman I had been with since divorcing her sister, that the s** with her had been so incredible that I had not even been m*********** in between the visits when she would come by and I would pay for her to stay for a few hours or even overnight a few times and even a weekend once. I finally stopped humiliating myself and just paced nervously. When she finally spoke she pointed to the front of my underwear, not because of the soaking wet spot of precum but because as i had told her how incredible it was to be having s** with her I had become erect again and had not even stopped blabbering long enough to have realized it. My face was burning red. She admitted that she had always enjoyed how I seemed to respond to her so strongly since paying her for s** had begun, but figured it was just because I was not dating anyone and just had a stronger than typical male reaction to s** in general. I told her I realized that that was an understandable assumption but that that had not been the case even since that first simple shower h******* she had given me. She actually apologized for not realizing it and asked me if the couple of times I had called her a goddess in bed was serious because she had simply assumed it was because I was not having s** and was grateful for what she was giving me despite that I was also paying her for s**. I explained to her that it was simply vulnerable to have told her and that I realized I did not have a way to prove to her that it was true regardless of how long it had been or whether i was having s** with anyone else or not, but that if I had a way to prove it to her I would. She said she understood and then to break the tension she suggested I change underwear because it hsd beem a hell of a couple of days and that we probably both needed a drink. I pointed her at the small bar and agreed.
