few people talk about their school years when they talk about their road to success. i’m hoping it’s because it isn’t really that important. i want to believe it gets better, that i’ll be comfortable on my own or with friends i can trust, that i’ll be able to do something i love, that i’ll be happy and not have to be so f****** miserable whatever i do. nothing ever feels like enough. i’m not enough right now, so i have to put my faith in my future without guarantee it’ll be better. i will. it has to be.