My father like all fathers I know of is a lump of selfishness and BS that never contributed to anything and never thought of any living soul but him useless self. I wish my mother killed him way before I was born so that I wouldn’t even have to see him around the house. He’s a pitiful being and he never deserved my mother or any of us kids. If you grew up without a father consider yourself so lucky. I have no clue how my mother ended up not killing him so far like most of her friends killed their husbands so neatly that no police ever found out about it.