Sweet girl, I’m sorry she’s torturing the f*** out of you. I know you won’t let me take over because that won’t be pretty. But it’s my job to protect you. Stay innocent. Stay sweet. You don’t need to be hardened and cynical like me. She’s a f****** b****. She is a narcissist and never was any kind of mother. You are doing the best you can but walking on eggshells isn’t possible. I often wish she’d just f*** off and leave you alone. Don’t listen to her. She’s a racist, idiotic, knuckle dragging c***.