stop having these feelings about yourself, you’re awesome. you’re right sweetie, i’m sorry about that thing. stop acting like i’ve grabbed onto your ankle while you’re simply trying to stand there, or dragging me around on the floor by your leg, while you’re just trying to leave. sooo dramatic. you’re so untrusting you’re pretending there is a yes/no decision to be made that must be answered now, but the truth is, have i really asked you for anything? truth is i had forgotten about you, moved away, got really into of course yes another addict, even completed a couple years of Christian divorcee therapy group and met some really nice people. i don’t know why when that thing went public i remembered you and i fell into a depression for a period after seeing it. i know i’m an empath, always feeling like i have no needs in this world (I’m fulfilled), i’m happy to just live and as the years have gone by you struck me as someone who could use a friend or someone to just say nice things like ‘hey, you’re worthy’. she asked me why do i sometimes get nostalgic and check up on where you might be and do i wish we still talked? truth is i hate to see that someone could use a friend and i being someone that genuinely liked you, like to be that person. let’s be real, you are a head job, and i’m up for a challenge is all that’s really happening. i do love you and i don’t why, such a mystery to me. you can take the love or leave it sweetie. you certainly don’t owe me anything, God forbid right?