you’re obviously hurting and in a sick place right now. i’m just trying for it not to affect me because people depend on me being sane and i love you, so any pains you get or are having, they really hurt me, i hurt for you. please protect yourself and stop going to the sick and dark place. i don’t want to simply watch you crazy yourself to death. you’re worth trying to be a positive force in the world. you’re special and people will see it. i love you and you’re worth it. remember that my love.