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I F****** HATE COLLEGE. I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT. Why can no one understand that the very thought of having to take an exam just to enter a place where you’re supposed to learn is RIDICULOUS???? I want to learn alright?? I want to learn the things I love BUT YOU WANT TO KNOW THAT IM DUMB WITH OTHER THINGS??? YOU’RE JUDGING ME BECAUSE I CANT DO THESE BUT CAN YOU SEE YOU’RE TURNING A BLIND EYE TO WHAT I ACTUALLY CAN DO AND HAVE THE PASSION TO KNOW MORE.
IM SO CLOSE TO ANXIETY ATTACK EVERY SINGLE TIME. I SEE MYSELF KILLING MYSELF WHEN WE TALK ABOUT THE FUTURE. I HATE THE FUTURE BECAUSE YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ME.
“How do you see yourself in 5 years?” F*** YOU I DONT KNOW OKAY. That’s why I’m doing my best today because I am enjoying the present on my own. I want time for myself to grow and do my own discoveries BUT YOU, YOU F****** B****** wants me to f****** know my future already. I DONT SEE ANYTHING IN MY FUTURE. ITS NOTHING. ITS F****** WHITE LIGHT BURNING MY EYES. ITS F****** TEARS DROWNING ME EVERYTIME WE TALK. EVERYTIME YOU ASK ME WHAT DO I WANT TO BE SOMEDAY, YOURE ONLY BEGGING ME TO LIE SO YOU CAN HEAR THE THINGS YOU WANT BUT NOT THE THINGS I NEED.

You don’t f****** understand. I have today and it’s slipping through my fingers like sand. “I don’t know” has always been the answer to the questions you asked me, but one thing I want, JUST ONE F****** THING is that you understand the fear I have. I don’t know what will happen when I did my best in college entrance exams, but I hope you understand that maybe it’s not for me. I don’t even know what course I’ll be in, so I hope you understand that maybe it’s just self-growth. I don’t have a f****** clue of what the future has for me and I don’t see it with what I’m doing today. There’s nothing in it, so please PLEASE F****** UNDERSTAND THAT I JUST DONT KNOW.
F*** YOU. I HATE YOU. I JUST WANNA F****** DIE JDKDNSKEKXJSKEISJEHXKAOQOWWOIDIQOWKSJQNEIDJWDHISEBFJWNEJSUSH3UDIQJ2IDJQJROSL3N

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Mr John…she stammered.shhhhh I said. If I tell your mom you were actually f****** on my couch she’ll beat you ground you or? Yeah I know. How can we make this right? Well if I won’t tell you can’t tell. Come over here and sit on my lap. No straddle my legs and face me. Are we going to really f***? No sweetie. You are 13, and I’m not insane. But a little foreplay to give you your o***** would be a nice way to end your night. She edged up to me , saw the huge bulge in my pants. And spread her thighs apart and nestled her tight little a** on my legs. God she was warm. I parted her blouse snd palm ribbed her n******. A minute later she closed her eyes and leaned backwards, her tongue lolling in her mouth. I Slowely began sucking and licking her now hardening n******. Slurp. Slurp. I suckled her tips. Oh oh Mr John you really know how to s*** n******. She panted. Now I ran my fingernails from her spread open knees to her very inner thighs. She felt terrific and parted her thighs wider. I smelled her young eager p**** aroma. It was intoxicating. You smell so fresh sweetie. My name is Lizzie. Call me Lizzie. As I messaged her thighs she respread hrr thighs. Am I all drippy? She asked. I moved my fingers to the edge of her vaginal flesh. Yes swee Lizz you are a little slippery. Met I touch your very soft p**** Lizz? Yes yes I ran my fingers over the slushy slit. From a** hole to her c*** I let my fingers fiddle and wiggle in between her inner and outer lips. Nearly virgin as she was the flesh was delicate and lovely. My fingers and c*** tingled as I played with her p****. She gasped a little. Oh oh oh press on my c******* Mr John. Rub it gently. It’s all on fire down there.what’s on fire? My hot p**** Mr John. I know Lizz but it will get much much hotter . I felt up between her inner lips and gently rubbing her buttonwatcher her face contorted as she bit met bottom lip. Ooooo ooooo. Ooooo she slobbered. Yes honey let it go let it grow wild up into your belly and spread. I will get much more exciting. Her 13 yr old p**** enraged my c*** snd it twitched maddeningly. I caressed the wet button slowly and drew circles around it then tapped it seversl times. Then pinched it and then pressed on it. Then gripped the tiny button. Oh oh oh I’m i’m ( I stopped all movements. She unstiffenefd her torso and nearly collapsed. No no no don’t stop. Just for a minute. Your climb up will be even better. Oh s*** oh s*** I have to peepee. Go ahead let it come. She let loose snd peed into a cup i ok held. I watched her urinate and nearly blew my wad. She finished. I wiped her puss and slid my finger to her wet c******* again. Yes yes yes as I rolled my finger over the now very tender c*** I lifted her Fanny closer to my chest. Now my hot breath covered her c***. But also bared her tiny button slowly and hole. It was pink and puckered. Tho delicious looking I chose to use my other finger to eiggle it over her sss hole. She jiggled her a** cheeks trying to tighten them, but I pulled them apart and slid my index finger up into her lovely little yielding hole as fsr as I could. Once fullly inserted I wiggled it round and round and round. She gagged a bit but I gently lifted the hood on her c*** and sucked it into my lips. My waiting tongue began licking her c*** faster and faster. She grunted. She cried out as her wave of lust built up. As I sucked harder she waved her arms skyward snd grabbed her n******, pinching hard. A wild scream may have begun, but no sound was emitting from her gasping mouth. Her a** rippled and bounced on my legs. She stiffened and then looking into my eyes she collapsed against my body. Gasping for oxygen she sagged into e***** exstacy. Oh god oh god. I hugged her tiny body warmly. Was it good for you Lizz? I asked.

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