To: you are bisexual
Me/OP: agreed, no argument there. And I also agree that it would be very difficult to impossible to try to “treat” this in me. Even more so because this is actually how I learned/discovered s**, used to do this very heavily, and have never stopped doing it entirely. It is core to my s***** awakening regardless of pet or human gender. I get that my in laws are considering this as unacceptable in general as well as wanting to spare their daughter from knowing of it, which also spares me. I am simply doubtful about the process but willing to half hearted try it to buy myself time and upheaval. Mother in law just called me and told me they have made a counselor appointment for this evening; I only just now realized they they are attending as well at least this first time because they are serious about monitoring me and making sure I “get help with the problem”, which is going to make it pretty humiliating