I agreed to have s** with my s/o, but it wasn’t because it felt right or that was the mood, it wasn’t even because I was ready. I agreed to do it because if only to understand why he wanted to do it so much. It hurt. It hurt so much and i didnt like it. I dont even like the idea of s** or anything related. Hes angry now because i led him on. Its the first time hes ever so mad and the first time hes ever hit me