I kinda have a crush on two guys at work (let’s call them John and Adan). I want to hug and make out with one of them so bad and maybe let them grab my b*** while we make out, they’re both so beautiful though. I know, I know, that’s too far. I’m sorry.

The thing is, I want to tell them I have a crush on John and Adan and compliment them but at the same time I don’t want to be outed and have my family find out I’m gay. (Because my family are all Catholic and they don’t approve of the LGBT community.)

The reason I said I don’t want to be outed because I work at the same restaurant with my family. John and Adan knows my family way before they met me. Where I work at, everyone likes to gossip gossip gossip. It’s a living nightmare.

No one (not even my family) at work knows I’m gay.

I can’t help but to have a crush on two guys. They’re both very sweet and I’m trying to get to know them more. I don’t know who I like more, to be honest.

I’d rather just keep it to myself instead of getting myself into big trouble and cause so much drama since people at work can’t be trusted and possibly can’t keep secrets. Better safe than sorry. 🙁

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