I have a friend who’s homeless because of his fent addiction. His girl is also homeless because of this and they have a kid together. He also started stealing items from stores to keep his addiction going.
He finally got arrested, processed and has court. He also reached out to me saying he needs $50 to squash a warrant because he mixed up the court dates and missed court. Doesn’t quite make sense how $50 would help that out tho. I think he may be lying to get $ but also he didn’t directly ask me for $50. He said do you know how I can make a quick $50 but he could’ve just phrased it that way to make it more believable.
He use to be a good dude and I want to help him. But I also don’t want to enable him. One of these days this addiction will be the end of him or/and his girl. Especially if they keep letting their health decline to support a habit that costs $$$ everyday.
I use to use fent to so I know how it is. I actually have a group session in less than a hour. I’m lucky I was able to get into recovery before I was long gone like he was. Sad part is I had the best F00king while on fent. It made me feel like a monster in the bed. When I was just the right amount of loaded I could still get hard but it would take way more stimulation to get off.
First time I used fent was with a girl who was on it. Between taking hits we would go at it in the sheets. It was the best b@ng I ever had. She was this mixed native white girl probably like 5’6” about 120 pounds with a super tight pink taco. I miss having her wrapped around my D.
Now that I’m sober I still use vi@gr@ for similar effects but it’s not the same as the fent. I could literally bang this chick for a hour with the most passionate love making ever. I could have probably went longer but I would go max pace at that point to get off so we could use more fent before going at it again. Also even tho it is viewed as a downer it made me more energetic before I built up a tolerance.
Those experiences with her were enough to start getting me a tolerance then I wouldn’t feel well without it. Soon I was smoking just to feel well. But I’m in recovery and about to enter group. I take suboxone because it was too much to quit cold turkey so I still have a high tolerance.
Anyways I have to set proper boundaries and I can’t enable him. But if he ever recovered then I’d gladly let him back in my life. Anyways that’s enough venting for today….
