i dont know why but recently ive been developing a weird appreciation for violence and gore. ive always been abnormally squeamish and sensitive to the stuff since the mere thought of people in pain made me upset, but it seems like the edginess brought on by puberty has awakened some primal side of me and I frequently fantasize about my fictional characters ripping each others intestines out and dominating each other in battle. wtf. it seems pretty cool to me for some reason, but from an outsiders perspective it must appear to be rather tasteless, juvenile, and somewhat cringey.
