All I have ever had are just crushes. Mostly celebrity crushes but also crushes at school. It’s never lead to anything, because they are just crushes. They are just feelings I have, and I keep to myself.
I have never been in love. Not really.
And a part of me feels like I never will. Because I’m scared and I feel deep down that it’s just not for me.
Life is so unfair to so many people, why shouldn’t it be for me.