I think I’m depressed? I really want to tell someone but I’m afraid no one’s gonna take me seriously. I’m very known for being that happy a** b****. But I’m just in so much pain right now. I honestly can’t wait for highschool to be over. but i have such a long way to go (im a freshman) I just want to live on my own and just be myself. Ya know? no judgement because everyone is just too busy to give a f***. all i need is love and support. but f***. i hate everyone so much right now.
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hey there. i’ve been in this place for years now, on and off. my advice, don’t worry about what other people think besides a few specific people that you’d like to help you through this climb. parents are definitely helpful (unless they’re abusive) and so are therapists or long term, or reliable friends or those with similar experiences (who have recovered of course) it’s okay if you’re known for being happy. people change and that’s fine. definitely don’t try to make your identity with your emotions though. they change constantly.
I waited for school to end but tbh college is much worse. I hope to die everyday and I sleep so much bc I don’t want to wake up you know? I told my parents that I want to live on my own few years later but no one took me seriously 🙁 They don’t realize how depressed I am. They think i’m fine.