Please bare with me. I am now 55 and I am gay. Early on I started working for a family jewelry business and some 20 years ago a man came in looking for something nice for his daughter who was turning 16. We went around looking and he settled for a pair of diamond studs, over 4 thousand dollars. He looked so normal, man off the street normal, not someone who could afford such a lavish gift for a 16 year old.
Well he liked me and I became his jeweler or choice and he purchased many thousands of dollars of jewelry from me, for his wife, his daughter, his daughter-in-law, his secretary. Exquisite taste. Always nice, always so normal, always a man who did not appear to be able to afford what he bought.
One day, it was a mid afternoon, he came in looking for something small for his secretary who was going celebrate her 10 years with the company, he said he was hungry and wanted to know if I had taken my lunch hour, maybe I could join him. We went to a small restaurant a couple of blocks down the street, sat in the booth in the back and we ordered a normal lunch plate, no alcohol. We talked and talked and from time to time he would touch my hand and from time to time I would touch his hand. Well I won’t bore you but it turned out that he had a thing for men, older men, not young me. By then I was 45 and he was in his late fifties.
He turned out to be very oral, really enjoyed performing oral s**, enjoyed oral s** from me and most of all he enjoyed long moments together naked in bed kissing and caressing. I fell in love with him, I may have been in love with him for a long time but never imagined. It was many months before he asked me to ‘treat him right’ and perform s** on him. With that I was hopelessly lost.
But he is a man with a wife and family and he continues to purchase many nice pieces from me, I am his s** play on the side. He never had a female lover, a secretary for example, always only men and I am the only one that has been around for a while. He is in his element when we have s**, he looks forward to it, he rewards me with nice gifts, really nice gifts that I could never afford, he kisses me in a way that can only mean love but I am just a s** play for him on the side.
And that is my confession, I have given him over ten years of my life as his lover, I have given him my total love, but when he leaves he is going home to his wife and family and I stay behind to sleep alone.
