I’ve been showing signs of schizophrenia, anxiety, depression and mental retardation. I don’t want help because it could f*** up my chances of getting a career. My grandma is determined to get me in the nut house for disposal of my annoyance. I feel as though everything is a government ploy to spy on my life, and take notes of how I differ from society. I saw shadows in my dad’s apartment earlier and now these thoughts have returned. I might just kill myself tonight.
