I don’t know where to start. I am broked up with my boyfriend and we’ve been 4 years already, I love him yet future tells us we aren’t for each other because of religion and family hindrances, so then I thought maybe it’s better to look for another without him knowing, and few weeks I did. I eventually start dating with the new guy I met and we have lots in common and he was my ideal guy, I never shared my 4 years bf to my family and only my new guy, but family accepted him fast. Its been months since we had broken up. I was seeing him again while I’m already in a new relationship and we had s** together for 1 day and I missed him so much. I do love him and misses him but I’m already getting married. My heart is crying, I miss him to be honest. I’m feeling unhappy, pain. Please💔 I’m sorry but I have to do this for my sake. I know I am selfish I’m really sorry but I just choose my family more 😢😢 But I still love you so much 😣😢 I’m so in deep pain right now….
