My best friend is beautiful, outgoing, social and isn’t afraid to voice her opinions or show extreme emotions and vulnerability. Every guy I’ve liked or taken an interest to always seems to end up liking her. I’m quieter, I hate sharing my insecurities because I hate burdening people and I’m a little socially awkward. I wish I was HER but the first and last time I tried to be like her, I felt uncomfortable in my own skin and I felt ashamed and not myself. I love her and she’s amazing but I always feel inferior and although I seem really positive and happy-go-lucky I always get upset when I’m standing next to her because I feel like everyone is comparing us.
