I am pregnant, it‘s my first perfect pregnancy after 4 losses. In my life, I have been through so much. I have been raped, beaten, drugged, and everything i have ever owned was taken from me and I had to start over on the streets with nothing but a car because my psychotic ex (who is now in jail) was trying so hard to destroy my life. Today, I found out that one of my pregnancy tests came back and I am positive for herpes. I have never had an outbreak. I have never had a symptom. I even got STD tested after the breakup but apparently no one tells you they don’t automatically test for herpes. It has been 5 yrs since I have been with that abusive partner and I have been in a stable and very loyal relationship for the past 3 years but he also came from a very messed up relationship as well. Neither of us have had any symptoms and it came as a total shock. I have always struggled with depression and being suicidal. I am a good person, I don’t sleep around and I don’t try to being anyone harm. It’s a painful thing to learn, especially when I finally felt like my life is turning around. I can’t contact my ex due to him being incarcerated to ask and he has no way to contact his. He will be getting tested tomorrow but until we get the results we won’t know which ex was the cause.
