I’m 14 years old and I want to die. I don’t wanna be alive anymore. I can’t take my life anymore. I’m not pretty, I’m stupid and worthless. I wish I had cancer so I can die a slow and painless death. My life isn’t worth living anymore and I am going to commit suicide I don’t care what anyone says anymore.
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Wait until you start paying the bills, shit gets real then.
I am 14 too. I have been through a lot of shit that I will not say here, but I just want to say that I get it and whoever you are, I love you. You are an amazing human that deserves to have a lofe. Whatever it is that has been the cause of these feelings (whether it is bullying, abuse, abandonment, etc), know that there are thousands of people who feel like you and you are not alone. we will get through this. You may never see this but I hope you do and you realize you are worth it.
Live. Things will get better I promise
14 is a super hard age. I remember hating being 14. I think 15 was a little bit better.
16 has some parts better some not. Mainly, I got a girlfriend at 16, about half way and that was awesome, and also I finally had some real success in a competitive sport I had been practicing for years
But 17 was a thousand times better. In many ways it was my first True Peak Alpha. Everything was just rapidly way way better at 17.
18 was Great too. Lots of adventure and fun and excitement
19, now that was another truly great year
20, well let’s just say that was a surprisingly good year too. Had a fantastic college girlfriend and ahem, some truly fantastic sex. Just being honest
21 was tons and so mean TONS of fun. Senior year of college. Party all the time, worked hard, nailed school. Great stuff
22 was another surprisingly good year. Ups and downs. More ups than downs.
23, tough at first for me, but finished damn strong. Hit a rough patch almost half way through, but I had gotten myself a new sweet 17 year old little girlfriend and she helped me relax. Just over half way through and this year turned around and finished strong with new hope and new opportunities!!
24, man I ruled when I was 24. Everything was awesome! I traveled, I got get work! I had great school achievement! I had a fantastic girlfriend! Then I traveled more and had another fantastic girlfriend! Pretty much nearly all things about 24 were great
25 another golden year for me. Perhaps after 24 it was one of my most defining years for where I am now
26, another solid year. Got a new really hot 18 year old girlfriend to move in with me. Pretty much decided then and there I was going to marry her
27, hit a bit of a tough spot early on, bumps in the road, about half way trough I got engaged to miss hotness – even while I was down – then I double down and worked hard and powered through and got a huge huge career opportunity!
28 – damn Fine year. Got married to a hot girl way outta my league, made like twice as much money as the year before, traveled to Europe again, and just had a hell of a good time!
I just went through the same number of years as you’ve been around – and I promise you, even with the ups and downs of life, that nearly every single one of those year were a hell of a lot better than when i was 14
They really all were better
14 is a temporary place
You will pass through it and be stronger and your life will begin getting better before you know it!
My mother died of cancer when i where five.