He was my first. Cheated on me. I did everything right. I was the perfect girlfriend. I did nothing wrong to him at all. I’m still loyal to him. He cheated on me. I still cry. I forgave him because I really love him so bad but I’m not over it and in quiet moments I still cry and have nightmares. I know deep down he doesn’t love me. I wish I was a robot. It hurts so much and I have no one to turn to. It hurts so badly. It’s killing me inside. I can’t walk away and yet it hurts so bad. I wish I just died.
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If I could turn back time I would tell myself no and stay away from him.
I never wanted kids but if it was for him I’d have as many as he wants. I would do anything. Give up anything. Be anything. Anything for him. But he always betrays me and doesn’t love me no matter what I do. I don’t blame him for using me.
I even caved in and said he could see other women if he at least tells me first but it didn’t work. He wants to do it without me knowing about it.
Good men and women don’t find each other. We get abused be it emotionally or physically. We’re soft and once we fall in love it’s very hard to move on. If only I had found a nice guy. He pretended to be. I thought he was. I was tricked and I can’t stop my feelings.
You deserve someone who loves you. It is amazing feeling when you know you have them. I know one can get addicted to pain. But it cannot make you happy.
Ha ha sucker!
I gave him money and buy him stuff even knowing he did this to me.
He barely wants to kiss me or go on dates with me.
I’m going to end it all soon. If he won’t love me then I’d rather just die. Goodbye. I hope in the next life he’ll love me.
You need to find your inner hoe and fuck other guys…
If only your boyfriend didn’t fuck you so good…..
I wish he’d at least do that