Im 15 now, I found out what the definition of r*** was when i was 12 and then at the age of 14 i found out what grooming ment … And at that moment i broke down…
I understood what happened to me, how i was taught and forsed to do things before i was ultimately raped
I told my friends about it and they tried to help me but they don’t know how to respond to that tipe of news
I told the one I’m closest to that i want to die and i feel lonely and unlovable and worthless, but she just told me that “im strong and i can do this” but i cant anymore
Thats why I’ve turned to the Internet
Im tyried of acting stronger than i feel
And i think im a alcoholic because all i want to do is drink and forget
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Hey there,
I’m so sorry for what happened to you,
I think when we are in a trouble we should take it easy and try to find a solution with the minimum of damage. Did you talk to your parents, did you try to turn it to a criminal case?
I saw a case in my country of a boy who was raped by his cousin when he was a kid and he cameback at the age of 45 to tell it to everyone and to file a lawsuit in spite of the long period..
In my humble opinion drinking so much is far from being a solution, it can even be a burden… You’re still so young enjoy your life and take care of yourself.
Best wishes.
With love from Tunisia ^^