My mother is an alcoholic, and she hates my father. They are still married, which I am strongly against, but since I’m 15 nobody listens to me. I have one older sibling, who was put through just as much help as I was, even though my mother actually likes my sister and hates me almost as much as she hates my father.
My mother is almost always drunk. She is a terrible person sober, but she becomes a monster when she gets enough alcohol in her. She has never physically abused my sister, she only does that to me because I can take it, but mentally has ripped her apart. I dont give a s*** what she says to me anymore, she doesnt matter to me. Whatever she says about me or does to me, it’s fine. But I cant take it whenever it’s about other people. If she wasnt my mother, if she was one of my peers, I would have kicked her a** so many times now it’s not even funny.
My sister just had her 20th birthday, and we went out to eat. My mother was screaming “F*** you! I hate your guts!” To my father in the restaurant. My sister is now crying in her room, and my mother tried to “comfort” her my screaming about my father to her while she is hysterically crying. I want to be able to make her stop, but no matter what I say, it makes it worse. I cant comfort my sister, because I’ve never been in a situation like this and dealt with it well, I’ve never helped the person who needs it. I just cant do anything and I cant stand it.
I know I have it better off than most people who post on here, I just need to get this off my chest. Thank you for listening.
