I am in love with a guy in my university. Trust me, I wouldn’t even look at him, if he hadn’t become my friend first. He is way too different from my “fantasy/dream boy”. But I ended up falling for him, eventually, because he was something so real. But the thing is, he used to like my friend. And, I knew this thing even before I started falling for him. She was not interested in him, though. After I realized that I love him, I thought it won’t be wise to confess my feelings to him. After all, he liked my other friend, and I was scared if my confession would ruin my friendship with him as well. So I kept this secret to myself. Again, next twist is that my best friend also ended up liking the same guy. She probably doesn’t know about my feelings for him, neither did she know that guy’s feelings for our friend. When she told me about her feelings, I was just so numb. Though, I thought that no matter who we three people loved, it wouldn’t matter anyway, because there was no mutual feelings among any one of us. But, few days back, I got to know that the guy also started liking my best friend. And, now they are in a relationship.
Pretending to be happy for them is really the toughest thing to do. I love both of them, my best friend, and that guy. I know that it would be best for me to back out, and be genuinely happy for them, and forget about my feelings for him. But, it’s just too hard. Somehow, my feelings have come in between the friendship among three of us, unknowingly.
